NewFreshStart

Need a new place to live I hardly have time to myself, I am always with Chris, I love it! The attention is nice and we have a lot of fun together, NEVER BOARING i can say for the least! Right nowhe has his 30ft sailboat dry docked andhe needs me to climb in to the dark nasty oily crevasse of his boat to fix his little issue of why it isout of water! ^-^ I like grease monkey stuff! LOL

&nbsp;Dang it I am at a constant battle with myself, Fighting... Arguing, with my self! I am so flippin confused! BAHHHHH I hate it! >.< My heart says one thing and my head says another and I just think I am acting rashly! I am just going to sit back and see what happens and yet I just want to jump the gun and say what I think I feel but BAHHHH I feel like high school again! NoooooOOOoooo this isn't happening to me! So on another note I MET the parents Saturday, And found out how spoild he is and now how spoild I am... now! Tee hee! DANG his parents can cook ^-^.... well you would think they were good cooks since they own a catering service! But

GAhhhh So little time so much to do, So much has happened my head is spinning and I don't know where I am going to stop. I will spare the details for my friends. But I have picked myself up again and my head is high! I have found someone new and the odd thing is I have known this guy for seven years and I remember him having the biggest crush on me, LOL That he gave out this creeper vibe. Annnnny who, I was stood up on a date, and I just wanted to play pool so I called him up in the stead of the guy who ditched me, and he showed up, I had fun so I called him again the next day and we have seen eachother everyday since then ....now that I thi